Monday, December 4, 2006

Follow my train

Enter in the mind of a paranoid person...yes, me.

I'm so tired
Why am I always tired? Maybe I need to work out.
Maybe I'm sick.
What if I'm really sick? What if I died?!
Does Doug know where the I keep the medicine for the boys?
Oh, hell. He doesn't know how much to give them.
I'll give him the Pharmacy phone#
I need to make a list in case I die.
Important phone numbers.
Important future dates.
I wonder how long he would wait before dating?
I wonder if he would get remarried?!
He better get remarried!
List: What my husband needs in a future wife.
Shit, what if the list is nothing like me?
WAIT! Stop thinking. Now I'm tired.

Yes, this is my train of thought. Regularly. Now where did I put the Buspirone?