Sunday, January 14, 2007

Party for one please...

Tonight sucks. The thing with Cam, I drank wine so now I have a headache and I have finally realized that I have lost one of my best friends. I am not the kind of person who makes new friends easily and I pretty much have the same friends I have always had. By always I mean pretty much since I was three. I know when you get married and have kids you tend to fall away from the singles in the group, which I guess did happen a little. But all of my friends are amazing, they understand that I can't be the same person anymore, not with two kids anyway. But they have been there for me anyway. We meet up, we all have our own lives, but we all care and try to stay in touch as best we can. You guys rock and I hope that even though we don't party and chill all the time that I love you like family. Always will.

One of the really good friends I have made in the past few years was through my husbands friend. We met them as a couple, had kids together, even lived close. Unfortunately their marriage didn't make it. I hate that. So now it has turned into the whole she tells me, I mention it to Doug, he comments to Him and it gets all twisted and wrong. Remember the game Telephone? I swear, same thing. Well over the last year it has become quite apparent that our friendship just isn't going to make it so, what can I do? It sucks, I hate to admit defeat, I hate to have a friendship end over misunderstandings. But well, there it is.

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